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BIG NEWS ***
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Okay so first of all, I am sorry that I haven't been submitting much recently. Here are a few excuses :/
1. My computer was infested with viruses and DeviantArt was pop-up central. So I couldn't use DeviantArt.
2. I have a lot of sleepless nights and therefore don't feel like being very productive.
3. I got an apprenticeship as a Jockey 
4. Work.
5. I have been working on a story that I am hoping to get published by the end of the year.
On that note- The story I am writing (What most of my Deviations have been about recently.....expect a LOT more to come...)
I am looking for a couple of proof readers that would be able to give me feed back on my story. I already have my mum and a friend proof reading it at the moment, but I'd also like some people who don't already know me or my characters/story and that wouldn't give me a bias opinion 
Please Note me if you are interested You get the privilege of reading a story that no one else will get to read unless they buy the book
You get the privilege of reading a story that no one else will get to read unless they buy the book Here is the blurb/overview-
Fynn Delancy's whole life is thrown out of balance when his peaceful village of Xanisona is attacked by notorious bandit pirates known as Nightmares. In attempt to protect his only son and the rare and valuable Delancy Stone in which the Nightmares are after, Fynn's Father, Lithos - king of Xanisona, tries to fuse the Delancy Stone with Fynn but when that fails the only other option is to use an old pocket watch that leaves the Delancy Stone hidden - in pieces - all over space and time.
Fynn's job is now to find the pieces of the Delancy Stone before the Nightmares get to it and potentially destroy the whole planet of Duracto.
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Need Do MOORREE
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guuh...have been so SLACK with drawing or doing anything artistic :s
Need. Do. More. Drawing.
I promissss D:
Need. Do. More. Drawing.
I promissss D:
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Huummm :/
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Haven't submitted a journal for over 3 months :/ Sorry it has to be such a depressing one to read.
Just been feeling like utter poo for the past week and a bit. Finding life so damn hard at the moment. Becoming a bit obsessive over exercise and calorie counting because I have to gain weight because 5'4 and 45kg is apparently kinda low weight >__> Well what ever.
I guess it's not called 'disordered eating' and 'body dis-morphia' for no reason. I see that I am fine how I am... maybe I need to gain like a kg or 2...but everyone else says I need like 10kg more....
Which now has given me a new paranoia -_- Exercise.
And it's crap, because I am lazy and would rather play video games, draw or sleep than go running around in the outside-ness....But no. Ana says differently
And I feel bad because even though I am trying to eat more...I just burn it all off in a panic...so what's the point? I want to just enjoy eating and NOT have to think 'Oh wow...this is going straight to my hips...Better get runnin'....Looks like I am skipping dinner tonight....'
I guess it's not called 'disordered eating' and 'body dis-morphia' for no reason. I see that I am fine how I am... maybe I need to gain like a kg or 2...but everyone else says I need like 10kg more....
Which now has given me a new paranoia -_- Exercise.
And it's crap, because I am lazy and would rather play video games, draw or sleep than go running around in the outside-ness....But no. Ana says differently
And I feel bad because even though I am trying to eat more...I just burn it all off in a panic...so what's the point? I want to just enjoy eating and NOT have to think 'Oh wow...this is going straight to my hips...Better get runnin'....Looks like I am skipping dinner tonight....' Guuuuuuuuuuuuuuh. So. Much. Hate. I just feel like I am letting myself and everyone else around me, down
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AV CON 2013!
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Well that was a great way to end a really horrible week Had a serious breakdown about 2 days ago :/ Wont go into details but it could of ended much worse than it did
I wasn't planing on going to Av Con this year but literally a few hours before the doors opened at 10am- my boyfriend, his pal and myself decided to make the 1 hour journey from our country-side home and into the city of Adelaide to spend a day at the Anime and Video Game Convention :3 Totally in my element
Had so much fun and cheered me right up. Bought some cute little puppy ears to match my blue hair and a beautiful fox tail (Not real obviously...) that I am still wearing xDUnfortunately Boost (My fur suit) was unable to be finished due to person and financial reasons. But next year she will be ready and definitely there
And maybe even a friend of hers will join her So all in all- A good day :3
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:(
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Look, I've had some complaints from people in regards to their requests. I have written previous journal entries explaining why I have been slow at getting the requests done. The photography requests in particular are difficult for me to find time to do.
I am currently in battle with an eating disorder, depression and insomnia. I have doctors/hospital appointments nearly every day and I also have a job. Do not forget that I am doing these requests for free. Therefore I shall do them in my 'free' time.
I have put out requests to keep myself side tracked from my problems. So please, when I say I'll do them....I will do them.
I am currently in battle with an eating disorder, depression and insomnia. I have doctors/hospital appointments nearly every day and I also have a job. Do not forget that I am doing these requests for free. Therefore I shall do them in my 'free' time.
I have put out requests to keep myself side tracked from my problems. So please, when I say I'll do them....I will do them.
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